i've totally forgot i had a blog here until i saw someone else's blog. woohoo. i can't believe i've already finished 1 year of uni..at MELBOURNE UNI. oops. that caps was unintentional. studying vet is going to take such a long time though. 6 years!! haha. but hopefully i'll get in first though.
A levels seems so long ago...omg. i'm growing old so fast. and like my 20th birthday's next month. lol. my first 2 in front of my age. so many things i wanna do though. dunno if my laziness will end up hindering what i wanna do.
yay! my holiday's 3 months long. uni only resumes on 28th february so i got some time to spare to relax at home and hang out with my family. PLUS it's the first time in a few yrs that all 6 of us are going to be in singapore at the same time. woots! hope we can do something tgt before leaving again though.
haha. i found out i like doing timetabling. A LOT. cos we can get the schedules of each subject online...u can sort of arrange ur timetable already. only problem is that the timetables are still changing. (but that's only making it more fun for me cos i get to make a "new" timetable) haha. omg...so sad me.
alright. that's all for now. toodles!
Instinct
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored.
exams are in 3 weeks...and i don't want to study...
boring boink boring boink boink boiling boink boiling boink boring (the words looks so cute) ...
hahaha after mr kok's doomsday sounding warning about "do not put stuff on the internet..." i'm even more not inclined to post...
i want to go back for some gym training! eeeeeeeeeeeeee glad and christine!!! haha (are u two even going to be reading my blog?)
eeeeeeeeyyerrrrrr. byebye.
i myself find myself not that entertaining anymore. sad.
Instinct
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
XD...long time no post. i'm a very outdated person.
last week was super funny...i was one of the ninja turtles for a national day performance. -___- do i look like one? lol. but then its all because of cheryl teo...say "16, 17, 18, 19" will be ninja turtles...so cheryl (leonardo), cheryl (michaelangelo), weiling (rafael) and zhimin (donatello) became ninja turtles. =D
for those who don't know what i'm talking about....
what we wore: 1. green face paint with black drawn around the eye area like masks 2. coloured headband (supposed to be around the eye ...but too mafan) 3. school bag covered with black garbage bag 4. our weapons (a bamboo pole, 2 paper swords, 1 skipping rope, 2 paper sais the size of our heads) lol. 5. don't forget the knee pads lol.
i think it was lucky i had all the green face paint. some people didn't recognise me ...yay!! XD
lol...of all the time i had to do it was in sec 4...
and i'm slobbing away...i'm growing fatty (i didn't say fat because a lot of people will whack me)...haven't exercised properly in almost a month..=D and the worse thing is that next 2 weeks are EOYs!! or EYAs whatever. i'm going to go close to death (so original!! i didn't say die)...
my thought processes are so random. i cannot talk about the same topic for more than one paragraph. no wonder i cannot write an essay of more than 2 sides (this is true you know. All my essays: english, social studies or history) usually end just nice at the end of 2 sides of a piece of foolscap. XD what a weird phenomenon (<---ooh!! a chym word muahaha)
i wonder about my sanity.
ah well...what one is missing naturally cannot be found. =D
Instinct
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
hey everyone! guess who's blogging again?? wonderful ME!!! hee...sorry for not posting after the last 2...1 week and nobody read...i was desolate, there was no longer any light or purpose for me in posting anymore...i was...i was...SAD =(.
anyways...let me now tell you about my beautiful (hope you can sense the sacarsm <--i think i spelt it wrongly but whatever) experience in RMUN. i was representing germany in ga2 doing the topic of America's Extraordinary (try saying this word many times in a speech. it sucks...and are we supposed to pronounce it as extra-ordinary or extrodinary? whatever.) Rendition...which, in other words...the extradition of suspected terrorists into countries where the use of torture is legalised though it is against the UN Charter (i dunno how this can be). my darling teammates were steffanie, eileen, vanessa and ying qing(?) [sorry...i think i spelt her name wrongly...but throughout the competition i couldn't catch the second part of her name lol.] and we practically didn't see each other at all except for before starting, lunch, and after it ended. o_____0 we were stuck most of the time with people from the other "countries". so...during the duration of 3 FULL days of RMUN...i talked (formally and officially in front of everyone) ONCE and asked a question ONCE. hahaha....how wonderful of me. The time when i was asked to talk (we cannot refuse if the chair asked us to talk >.< ...guess who's the lucky one) was on the first day when i was supposed to speak for a resolution i supposedly co-submitted (subtly glares at the delegates of France and Hungary) and i was like "huh...umm...ya..." lol. basically my whole speech was like that. Didn't know that i could have repeated whatever the two of them had said before. -_____- so humiliating....a good experience (i tell myself =D) and the time i was asking the question? i don't think the person understood it. hahaha...i thus throw away all thoughts on being a Singaporean ambassador to any international (or national for that matter) organisation. but RJ was damn cold! and the temperature cannot be changed due to the central heating system (might as well call it the central cooling system)....that was why i wore stockings on the second day but then...but then...it tore while i was trying to wear it on the third day...chao suay...>.< the blazers did not do anything to make me warmer.
yup...but it was fun though. got to know lots of fun, wacky people. (no offense to whomever who coincidentally happened to be in this year's RMUN ga2 and knows who i am *gasp*) =D...and all the fun unmoderated caucus (that was the only part where i talked sort of a lot haha) which is basically a free moving session for discussion, fun right? otherwise, we were stuck in a chair as someone speaks, gets asked questions and returns back. oh...and we cannot talk, not even to the person beside you...so sad. there was also this letter passing system where you write a note to someone else, and pass it to a deputy director to deliver it to the person. before delivery, he/she would look to see if the questions were appropriate. i didn't know if we were allowed to pass notes to the person next to you. so now that it's over, i can say without being punished that the delegate of georgia and i were passing notes using the adjacent chair. though i don't see how they can punish us since we were passing the notes ourselves and not asking them to do so for us. o__0
unsurprisingly, we didn't win anything. lol. when i joined RMUN, i didn't know there were prizes! not that i really care...since i'm practically one of the worse speakers in class, the chances of me getting a prize is lower than the chances of me being able to do a 270 degrees split (i'm not anna bessanova...won't ever reach that angle unless u count the reflex angle of a 90 degrees split)... haha. anyway...i thought that RMUN was group work due to SOMEONE (who i won't name because i value my life and education but "it's" name ends with "r") and Steffanie and I actually made plans of me writing and she speaking. that was cruelly dashed without compensation.
that is the second of the "impulsive action" of the year. the first was chem comm which we (elaine, chloe, steffanie [yup the same one] and I) have yet to finish. i think ever since secondary 3...i've been losing my mind and joining stuff which i've never done before. lol.
last year it was RJC current affairs quiz and chinese songwriting competition (with Guo Jun's wonderful lyrics that won 1st). i wonder if i'm going to do anymore this year. chloe or steffanie...or anyone for that matter...please stop me if i join some weird thing.
*actually if i think about it...it is usually the 2 of you going first and asking me along... -__-" so its not really safe to ask u to stop. haha. SAVE ME!!*
i think i'm rambling a lot.
i know i'm rambling a lot, but you all love me anyway...if not why are u bothering to read all the way here?
i win.
and i have a computer all to MYSELF! muahahahaz. unless....xxxxx (touch wood =D)
have a nice remaining 2 weeks of the june holidays everyone!
+-cheryl-+
Instinct
Saturday, April 14, 2007
ok. now is my pro-sounding post (the first paragraph not included. if you think this is already pro sounding... 0_o to you)
lol. i've been sitting here for almost 5 minutes. i cannot think of a topic to talk about. wait a little more. thanks. =D
Life. People interpret it in different ways. Some think of it as a chore that they have to go through. Some, as an adventure. While others wander (or wonder) about it. I belong to the last group. Have you ever thought why we ever lived? Why we were ever born? The only certainty we have in life is death. That is the only guarantee that we have. What was the meaning of life, when all we have is death? We are all not lucky enough to be pre-destined heroes or saviours. We do not seem to have a greater destiny that we have to fulfill. We do not all have ultimate purposes in life that we absolutely must do before we die. Doesn't it make life seem bleak? It seems as if we are just like the pollen grains that are used to prove brownian motion, being moved by unseen forces but not really knowing what we are existing for. Occasionally, we interact with one another, just like how the pollen grains bump into each other but in the end, this brief contact will be lost. Why is it that humans live this kind of existence? We live rather short-sightedly. Money seem to be very important in our world. Without it, we cannot live. But with it, we also cannot live...forever at least. Human lives being referred to as candle flames is very meaningful. Candle flames are beautiful, hopeful and short. Easily snuffed by a slightest mistake. But its greatest meaning comes from the person who beholds it, who held it, who felt it. If this person was gone too, a candle flame would just be that - a candle flame. I do not understand why the inhabitants of the earth have this kind of existence. One that seems devoid of a purpose except that of the pursuit of a good present and afterlife. I do not claim to understand why we live the way we do and why people are always saying "live your life to the fullest". If there is no aim in our lives, what meaning is there in life? Even if we do have an aim in terms of career path or choice, the path will gradually become rockier and blurrer until we can no longer follow it due to aging. I do not understand why humans, out of all the different animals, plants, prokaryotes etc. were chosen to be able to think, to ponder about all these things but powerless to do anything about it. I do not understand anything...I don't think I want to.
hahahahaha. how's that. i'm not as emo as what it sounds like above lah. duh. ^-^ but then got think about it before...especially with fiona last time. And basically what i said is what i think, but not so strong.
People who sort of got offended (actually, there's no sort of) by whatever i said...(though there shouldn't be because i thought i had already "censored" it and tried to make it more neutral sounding) ... think of this as a philo essay ok? everyone has a right to believe what they want. haha..as long as they do not enforce it on others.
am i preaching?
ee. i think i forgot half of what i wrote about already. so if anyone's gonna comment anything about it............. try not to go too specific ok? =D i'm too lazy to read it again.
anyway...i think deep deep down in my heart (probably as deep as the center of the universe cause i totally don't feel this emotion =D) i feel guilty about not updating sooner. so i've decided to post 2 posts. 2! TWO! NI! LIANG GE! posts in one day. Isn't it wonderful? Ah...can you feel the love? No? whatever. Probably because you know i'm most probably going to not post for about the next month. 8_8
but then i feel like posting about the funny Singapore Open... nvm
sleepy. goodnight.
Instinct
whee! hello. hahahahha. i finally deigned (hey! i used the chym word we used in english =D) to update my blog. but took so long to sign in.
1. i want to defend myself for not posting more often - no time (time better spent doing homework or watching anime...haha...) - i WANTED to post sometime in the past (very long ago until i cannot remember) but then...my computer hanged!! HANGED! i repeat hanged at the signing in part. lol. so i decided it was fate and left it at that and went off doing better things (i believe it was playing computer). yup. so it links back to my first point. - it takes so long to sign in. dunno why. - i need to think about what i'm going to type. i know i may look a little (and only a little) nerdy, but i don't need my brain working 24/7. its not healthy. (see...my typing even got spacing, numbering and indenting too)
2. so please stop niaoing me about not posting =D. i posted! lol. whats so interesting about my posts anyway? most of the time i'm responding to people. i dunno what some people so free check my blog for updates. (maybe i shouldn't say so much... later you all really stop checking then i'm blogging for nothing. lol)
*insert this paragraph in the beginning*
I BLOGGED! hahahha. Be happy mere mortals...lol (i'm starting to sound like lim jie) .........suddenly cannot think of anything else to say........my brain really makes random jumps........ i think for the next post, i will make it really pro sounding just for fun. lol.
ok. bb.
Instinct
Monday, September 18, 2006
omgomg!! just 5 more days and i will be FREE!!!! i'll be free from 3 pts and 1 maths test!!! muahahahhahahah. today, i realized how lousy I am at badmintion. lol. i cannot serve for nuts and my eyes are perpectually stuck upwards because that is the only way for me to be able to see the stupid shuttlecock. also...i cannot be paired with my older brother. everytime he stands beside me, i'm afraid that if i try to hit the shuttlecock when it comes between us, i'll hit him instead (cos he's like this dark person thats not scrawny so u can't really ignore him. how to say...he's like this banyan tree ...in a good sense)...but then...because i stand on the left, i have the advantage or whatever so i'm supposed to hit it because...because. then he scolds me for missing standing there like a stone. ahaha. my younger brother is easier (much easier) to be paired with. If my older brother is like a banyan tree, my younger brother he like a coconut tree. maybe because he is fairer skinned so he's not that "obvious" and skinny too. i mean...you find it easier to dodge a falling coconut tree than a banyan tree right? anyway... i kept on forgetting where the courts ended. once it gets out of the first backline (the line the is the back boundary for service), i think that's an out, so i don't bother getting it. quite stupid. =D maybe cause i don't like running backwards.
oooo and i found out i'm taller than my brother!! hahaha!! i triumph!! younger brother that is. he's still deluding himself that he is 170 when he's around my height. and he can't dispute his shortness because we tested it after dinner. there's this cute machine that measures height, weight, BMI, possible health problems that may arise due to that and things you could do to prevent them for only 20 cents. so i was 166 cm and my brother was 165cm. ahha...i don't care that it's only 1 cm difference. i still TALLER for at least another month. =D he want to believe that he is 6 foot too. and 6 foot is 180+ cm. he has around 20cm to go.
and yay!!!!!!!!!! everyone's coming to MY blog!! but sorry i update so slow. (actually...i just realised that i only update when i'm at the computer and feel like sleeping.) =P
woot----what does this word mean? as in whee? or wot / what? or just a huh? nvm...just a random question.
does anyone support the formation of a gym groups? in consent say aye! anyone not in gym please do not put an "aye" comment. your vote doesn't count ^o^. we had one last year i think. but it died during the sec 4 farewell preperation. anyway...i'm NOT going to be the first one to write in the gym blog...come on!! look at my own blog!! does it look fine to you? and my psychological state isn't quite coherent or systematic...its like a jumping bean! right. that said...if anyone sees the first gym blog post under my name, it is almost most certainly written by Lim Jie (hahaha!! i told everyone! now everyone will know your farce if it comes to pass!! i win lim jie!! ^-^)...she has plans on world domination and she has me as her scapegoat.. haha. joking. but not on the first post part. ask yvette or fiona or lydia or mirabel or lynn or any other person but ME to write k? k. (that was a rhetorical question. i do not care if you have an opinion about it. u may tell me but i will not reconsider) yup.
that's the end of my mindless ranting for today. thank you for participating.
